I haven't been consistent in writing on here...again.There's a bunch of stress and busyness going on in my life which certainly hasn't helped. Sometimes I think I'm just a failure when it comes to writing stories anyway. I can't lie about that.
I'm trying to rebuild whatever self-esteem I have to continue writing stories. I hate feeling dehumanized by the day. There were so many years of bad advice that lead me to a constant depression. Being creative is all I have and that's not good enough for anyone. I wish I didn't think of myself as … Continue reading Dehumanization
I felt like I've been feeling self-reflective especially these past few months. The author I started out to be isn't like the author I am now. As I get older and learn about different things, I feel like my ideology on writing fiction is changing. I want to get better and I want to incorporate … Continue reading When real life affects stories
When one has drowned in lies, then one is forced to swim.Everything was a construct and never questioned.The mind demanded to be reformatted.
Yesterday, I finally beat Camp NaNoWriMo even though I still have to finish this draft. At least I beat this challenge even with all the stress going on in my life and with other current events.
Ashes descend. New wings take flight.
No snapping. A keyboard shall suffice.
Sometimes I really wonder how talented of a storyteller I am. I'm not just talking about readership because I have such a miniscule fanbase, but I feel like I really need to step my game up as an author. Hopefully, I can exceed my own expectations.
I can't believe this is going to be next month. This will be one year in a row since lockdown happened not long before the first session in April. This will be something I will do when that happens. I won't say what I'll write, but I will say it will involve the Hollanduscosm series. … Continue reading Camp NaNoWriMo is around the corner
Everything was just sapped from me.Worlds needed to be created, but I was never motivated to give any action.Clouds with chains hover above this one.