November is going to be different this year

No NaNoWriMo at all. I've already gone through too much stress and I don't need any more with my mental health at the moment. I've won multiple times before and I am not going to risk failure. Sorry.

I’m sorry…

I never realized how much of a failure I am of a storyteller.It has nothing to do with my very inconsistent blogging habits on this page.I failed at crafting meaningful books or even having interesting characters.What should I know? Maybe my creativity doesn't work in this fashion even though I have to finish what I …

I am struggling with inspiration

I haven't been consistent in writing on here...again.There's a bunch of stress and busyness going on in my life which certainly hasn't helped. Sometimes I think I'm just a failure when it comes to writing stories anyway. I can't lie about that.

Dehumanization

I'm trying to rebuild whatever self-esteem I have to continue writing stories. I hate feeling dehumanized by the day. There were so many years of bad advice that lead me to a constant depression. Being creative is all I have and that's not good enough for anyone. I wish I didn't think of myself as …

When real life affects stories

I felt like I've been feeling self-reflective especially these past few months. The author I started out to be isn't like the author I am now. As I get older and learn about different things, I feel like my ideology on writing fiction is changing. I want to get better and I want to incorporate …

I Beat Camp NaNoWriMo 2021 in April!

Yesterday, I finally beat Camp NaNoWriMo even though I still have to finish this draft. At least I beat this challenge even with all the stress going on in my life and with other current events.

Brief rant as a writer

Sometimes I really wonder how talented of a storyteller I am. I'm not just talking about readership because I have such a miniscule fanbase, but I feel like I really need to step my game up as an author. Hopefully, I can exceed my own expectations.

Camp NaNoWriMo is around the corner

I can't believe this is going to be next month. This will be one year in a row since lockdown happened not long before the first session in April. This will be something I will do when that happens. I won't say what I'll write, but I will say it will involve the Hollanduscosm series. …

Finally reached 102 followers!

It's been a very time coming, but this actually happened. I have 102 followers with 100 of them being other bloggers following the page. Even though I haven't been as active on here as I should, this was still something that made me happy. Thank you to everyone who has followed the page and read …

An Untitled Three Line Tale

I was buried underneath several heaps of iron.Swimming all the way in this metallic lagoon was so exerting.If only I could turn this surface into an array of medals.